Good people go to heaven. I probably don't belong there.

Hello again. To whoever who reads.

I'm feeling shitty. I'm sick of being a good person. It doesn't pay to treat people good, or to be nice to people or to lend someone a helping hand. After you lend them a helping hand to tide their crisis, they just forget who you are. Well Balls to you. Nobody needs friends like that.

FUCK. BALLS TO ALL OF YOU.

The good guys only get stepped upon. They never win.


Exams are next week. I'm losing my As. what the fuck. now its all Bs and Cs. Even the couple of losers in my class are doing better than me. HELL I'm not gonna end up the ultimate loser. I REFUSE.

Nanda if u still read my blog and if u read this - I need coffee. You're probably the only person i can talk to.